Fatigue

It’s been awhile …. I just don’t find the time to write.  I graduated 7 months ago with my MSN  and MBA.  We bought a house 4 months ago. I have been working  at my 2 jobs and on the house continuously.  There is so much I want to write about, but I don’t want to put it all in one blog. I just don’t have the time to write. I’m tired… and yet I want to do everything. I feel like I can never do enough, or that I should be doing more, but I just don’t feel like it. I try to be content with who I am, what I’m doing, and where I’m at. But it’s hard because I want to be better, do more, and have more. Something or someone holds me back…but mostly it’s my own lack of motivation, because I’m tired. But like who has 2 master’s degrees and does nothing with them? I still have no idea what I want to do or what I’m good at, other than being a nurse. Which even being a nurse is hard for me. Even at 48 I still have so much growing to do. I pray God is not done with me yet and he really does have a better plan for my life than this.

Fatigue and growth

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